a list of things to make:

- silk shirtdress
- linen sundress
- linen flounce skirt
- redbean cookies
- topographic map bags
- lung cancer cake

ache

i want to read all of your letters.
i want to read everything you've ever sent to me, every word.
i can't.
you say that light feels like things radiating from the chest, and dark like things crushing it in. everything radiates from my chest. great auroras bursting forth.
i don't know where to begin.

crepuscular

last night i saw bats.

this is going to be a wonderful summer.

kinski cat

bicycle

my body is a patchwork of bruises and scrapes in various stages of healing, and i am thrilled to be made of meat.