dead pigeon studios

i enjoy missing you when you are not around.

grandmother

i watched my dim reflection in the glass on the front of the cabinet last night as the needles reminded me how to feel. i look very thin. my cheekbones are ever more prominent and my eyes look hollow. my arms are wiry and muscular and my joints look over-large. i do not have the same face i did a year ago.
my history is dying around me and i am looking like someone new.